Monday, November 17, 2008

Part 17

        It didn't take me all that long to get back to the Mayhew's, I was back in time to throw on some fresh clothes and join everyone for dinner. It took a little over an hour to find my way to the road I knew ran perpendicular to the one the Mayhew's were on, and once I reached it, it was hardly another hour before I was back. Sweaty and with sticks in my hair, but I'd made it.
        "You didn't get lost out in them woods there, did you?" Mr. Mayhew asked with a sly grin.
        I laughed. "Actually, no, I didn't... Took me a little while to find the creek, just because it curves so much, but I followed the road back."
        "Well that's good," Mrs. Mayhew commented. "Did you take a lot of pictures?"
        "Too many, as usual. I think I'll stay on campus after work all of next week to use the dark room, I'd like to start making prints of some of these, if I can get caught up with developing all this film."
        "You'll have to show us some, when you do!"
        Part of me was dying to ask if they knew anything about an abandoned house out in the woods - they'd both lived here their whole lives, they must have heard some rumor or another. But a much bigger part of me was reluctant to say anything, though I wasn't entirely sure why. Partly, I suppose, because I wanted it to be my discovery, my own private little place. And I knew it would be hard to explain my fascination with it... and I think I felt like it would take away from the ethereal feeling of the place, if everyone knew about it. Like if I told other people, suddenly it would have empty beer bottles scattered around the yard, and the windows would be cracked and broken, and there would be graffiti on the walls, and...
        "You're awful quiet tonight, you tire yourself out today?" Mr. Mayhew broke in, scattering my thoughts.
        "Yeah... yeah I think I did, I haven't taken a hike like that in a long while. The woods back home weren't anywhere near as big as this, I don't think they were more than a quarter mile deep at any one point. Just a bit of divider between housing tracts, really."
        "Well, you be sure you're careful out there," Mrs. Mayhew advised. "You know what kind of snakes to look out for, things like that?"
        I nodded. "Oh yeah, I did a lot of wandering through the woods as a kid, my dad beat all of that into my head pretty well." Of course, it occurred to me that I really hadn't been keeping an eye out for that sort of thing while poking around the house. Just because I couldn't get inside, didn't mean that wild animals couldn't. I'd really have to be a lot more careful. I had already started a mental list of things to have on me when I went back - some means of getting a lock open, a flashlight, a bandanna or something to breathe through, in case the air inside the house had gone weird, because of asbestos in the walls or something... I didn't realize until I got back that I hadn't had my cell phone on me, I should definitely not forget that again, I'd be screwed if I got hurt way out there.
        Mrs. Mayhew shooed me out of the kitchen after dinner. "There's hardly any dishes to be done, when Caleb's not here. You go on up to your room and rest, you look awfully drained, dear."
        I protested, but weakly. I had so much on my mind, and I really did feel pretty tired. It felt like years ago that I'd been worried over finding my lost roll of film, how on earth had that been only that morning? I took a hot shower and changed into my pajamas. Though it was hours earlier than I usually went to bed, I laid down, thinking I might read for awhile or something, but I couldn't get my mind off the house. I turned the radio on low, and sat back against the pillows, looking blindly out the window. The sky was a faint purple-ish red, the color from the sunset spilling into the rest of the sky, staining it with rich saturation.
        Caleb wouldn't be back until next weekend, I was pretty sure, though I could always look up picking locks on the Internet or something. But apart from tomorrow, I'd be busy all week anyway, with work and the dark room. I should go out tomorrow and run some errands, I really needed more film. And if I stayed around the house, all I'd do was think about the villa... not that I was going to be able to stop thinking about it anyway. There were too many mysteries, too many strange things...and I hadn't even been inside yet! What on earth would I find there? Even though my common sense kept telling me it would be largely empty inside, I kept imagining ancient wood furniture, elegantly wrought brass lamps, crystal chandeliers, once-luxurious carpets that had faded over the decades...



        Sunday, I rode my bike into town and ran errands, cashing paychecks and picking up film, food, a few other things. I rode back the long way, away from the strips of giant chain stores and fast food places, and went through the actual town, which was somewhere around a hundred and fifty years old. It really was a gorgeous town (though I'd already photographed it half to death during the school year), tall old brick buildings, a huge Greek-styled bank, all the buildings restored and kept in good repair. As I approached the two small squares of park space in the middle of town, I was looking at a large white house on the corner beside the park...and the words on the sign, though I'd read them a dozen times before, sunk in.
        Darwin R. Barker Historical Museum.
        I nearly skidded to a stop right there - but caught myself, and slowed gradually, backing up to take a better look. I'd known it was there, I just hadn't been all that interested before. I parked my bike and walked up to the front door. It was a tall house, brick painted white, with pretty wood trim along the entryways and windows. An addition onto the back butted up to the small local library, but this portion still looked like a house on the outside. A sign on the door proclaimed the place closed, as I'd suspected. I skimmed over the hours they would be open, though, and tried to commit them to memory. I'd have to come back sometime, and see...
        But I didn't even know the address of the villa! No road had ever seemed to run by there, though there must have been something like one somewhere in the past... how did you look up a mysterious house in the woods? Maybe someone working there would have heard a story... I remembered an elementary school trip to one of the local museums in the city not far from us, and how the tour guide there seemed to know absolutely everything that had ever happened in the city. With a town as small as this, there were bound to be records still of nearly everything that had ever happened, especially involving wealthy residents in the town's formative years. Though I still had no idea when the villa had been built, or abandoned, I only knew that it was before electricity became ubiquitous. Probably before cars too, though I was still pretty sure there had to be at least one more building nearby that I hadn't found yet. No way someone that rich would've walked clear out there from town. Unless they were a crazy hermit or something... maybe it had been a young man whose beloved had died some tragic death, and she loved flowers, and he'd built the house for her, they were engaged to be married, and when she died he was so heartbroken that he holed up in the house, alone and cut off from everyone else, and tended the gardens in heartbroken memory or her...
        I started laughing, and I couldn't contain it enough to do it silently, either, I was laughing too hard. I got back on my bike and started racing out of town, back to the Mayhews. I was out of my freaking mind. I really had to stop being such a recluse myself, or I really would lose all touch with reality.

        True to my resolution, all that week I went to the dark room after work, staying until just before the sun went down every night. I got all the film developed - I really was getting better at it, I was doing it so often now that I finally started to get a better feel for winding the film onto the reels in the dark. There were still a few times I was on the brink of just throwing the damn things into a wall, but, I battled through it, and those battles were getting fewer and fewer. As a result, I was losing fewer frames on the negatives, which was a huge relief. I was actually looking forward to checking the negatives out when they were ready, instead of unrolling them in dread of seeing just what gorgeous shots I'd lost.

        Wednesday night, I made contact prints of everything. These were relatively quick and painless to do, once I got the light and time setting about right for the exposure, I could just do one after another, since the lighting conditions for the photos had been pretty consistent, and these were just tests anyway. I didn't need to fiddle around with focusing the enlargers, all I had to do was set the light timer, and the amount of light coming through. I'd plop a sheet of photo paper into the frame under the enlarger, set the page of negatives on top of it, make sure it was laying smoothly, and hit the button to turn the light on for however many seconds I needed. From there, it was just a matter of inhaling chemicals for awhile, and I was used to that.
        I had picked up a set of small speakers for my iPod on the previous Sunday, so I had music on but could still hear noises in the building around me. Such a small difference, but it really made me feel loads more comfortable in the dark room. Though I'd always been more comfortable in the printing rooms than the developing ones - you never really got used to the complete and utter darkness of the film-rolling room, your eyes could never adjust because there was no light at all for them to grab at, it was so unsettling. This room, though, with its dim, warm red lights, always made me realize that, hey, I really was a photographer! It felt so reassuring, to know that I really did know what I was doing, I could set up the room from scratch and do everything I needed to do to make my photos a tangible reality.
        And then there was the magic of the developer bath.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Part 16

        The windows were set higher up on the walls than I had first realized. It was hard to get right up to them, but the one I did, even standing on tip-toes I could barely see inside. Lace curtains hung in front of the window, and it was so darkly shadowed that I couldn't make out anything beyond what might have been a wood chair right in front of the window. Frustrated, I tried vainly to pull my self up to get a better view, but all I got for my trouble were my fingertips scratched raw by the rough stone windowsill. I never had been any good at doing pull-ups. I sighed, and leaned against the cool stucco wall for a moment, letting my gaze drift over the grounds. All I could make out were more overrun gardens... no, there was a gazebo of some sort at the edge of the clearing, but that too was covered in vines. What wasn't? As frustrating as it made reconnaissance, it made for gorgeous photos. I was entranced by the way the vines interlaced, the way the tendrils curled, the lazy grace of the lines they drew over every surface. I groaned when I thought of all the film I'd have to develop in the next few weeks, but inwardly I smiled, knowing what fantastic shots I could get here, especially once I had sorted out the best times for sunlight around here.
        I closed my eyes a moment and let my head fall back, resting on the wall. When I opened my eyes, it was to see the vines silhouetted almost pure black against the bright blue sky, tracing their delicate curls across the canvas of the sky. I grinned broadly, pulling my camera up, shifting back and forth to try to get the line of the house to fall straight across the image I'd take. The shadowed wall looked even darker when set against the sky, and I made sure to adjust for the brightness of the sky, rather than the dimness of the wall, so the contrast between the two would be even sharper (though I could of course adjust that in making the print itself). I couldn't zoom nearly as much as I wanted, I'd have to see what I could do with enlarging and cropping. I wanted the image half light, half dark, with the intricate tendrils of dark arcing up into the light...
        I trudged my way up along the rest of the house, looking up longingly at the windows, pushing past bushes to check for small doors, still seeing absolutely no way of getting inside. Hopefully Caleb was a good lock pick... My parents had never let my sister or I have a lock on our bedroom doors growing up, so while I knew the paper clip theory, and the credit card theory, I'd never tried putting either into practice. Gardens, gardens... they must have spent a fortune on landscaping this place, and there had to be someone tending it. I wondered vaguely if there would be a small house nearby, a servants' cottage, or if they had had rooms in one of the wings of the main house? But there had to be a garage, or more likely a carriage house, nearby too, and I hadn't seen one yet.
        I turned the inside-corner of the "L" of the house, and followed the back side of the portion of the house with smaller windows. Somehow I had already decided that these were the bedrooms, the sitting rooms, the library maybe, and the windows at the back of the house looked out from the kitchen and dining rooms. I still had no idea what sort of room the huge windows were a part of... a sun room of some sort? The windows were more cathedral-like than greenhouse-like, but it did have an exit to the back porch...
        No luck seeing inside of any of these either, though a few of the windows seemed to have window boxes or something, as there were fresh bursts of plant life trailing downward from them, different shades of green and the added texture of differently-shaped leaves. Reaching the side of this wing, I found another small door, again of wrought-iron curlicues, with a wooden door set behind it. Locked, but at least there had been a path leading up to it. Finally, I rounded the last corner and faced the front of the house again. It felt a little less forbidding now, but I was every bit as twitchy to get a look inside. Rationally, of course, I knew the place would probably have been gutted when the last residents left, there would be little more than bland furniture that wasn't worth moving, and a few odds and ends that had no emotional importance to the owners. Artistically, though, I held out hope that there might be a few small things left... some small memento, a lost earring, a scrap of a note, something. Things always got lost when people moved, there had to be something... I wished I knew more about plants, I was sure there were all sorts of hints to the personality of the people who had lived here in the gardens, but, I had no idea what was supposed to be there and what were weeds, let alone if any of the plants were rare or anything. I knew roses were picky to grow, so I was pretty sure they'd had a gardener, at least to help, but---
        But if roses were so picky, how could these have done so well so long on their own? I'd have to talk with Mrs. Mayhew, and sort that one out. I knew it was too cold here in the winters for really delicate plants to survive, and I knew - from my mom's own failed attempts - that all sorts of weird things could kill off roses. Weird.
        I laughed at myself. Right, the roses were weird, but a mansion in the middle of nowhere that was gorgeous but apparently no one wanted, that wasn't strange at all.

        The sun was getting lower, dipping into the tops of the trees, and I knew I was going to be exhausted by the time I made it back to the Mayhews'. Before I left the clearing, though, I went back to the front porch, ducking low under the wisteria, and took a picture of the intricate knocker, now that the light caught it better. I still wasn't entirely happy with the light balance, I'd have to see what I could do about the contrast when I printed it. Partway back out the wisteria tunnel, I turned back, and took a picture of the door, with the dark vines leading up to it. The light wasn't quite at the right angle to get the effect I wanted, but it was close - little stars of light twinkled throught the vines, which were mostly very dark, curling around the lighter arched entry, the dark wooden door cemented in the center of the image. I might have to try that shot again another time, with different lighting, but I was down to my last two frames on the roll. (I never completely used up all of my film until more film was less than five minutes away - you never knew when something really striking would catch your eye, and I hated the way images I missed would haunt my memory. I couldn't draw for crap, so if I missed the photo, I really had no way to communicate the image... Even if I could, the lighting would undoubtedly be off, and the camera always caught details your memory lost, if you had even noticed them in the first place.)
        I moved slowly as I walked away from the house, constantly turning to look back... Unreasonable though I knew it was, each time I looked back my heart skipped a beat, half-expecting the house to not be there, to it have all been some sort of odd dream. ---God damn, if this was one of those dreams I took all sorts of gorgeous pictures in and then woke up and didn't have them---! I prayed like anything that it wasn't, I wanted so badly for this place to be real...but not too real. I almost didn't want to come back, for fear of shattering the dream-like qualities of it, the ethereal atmosphere.
        If I ever woke up and found it foggy outside, I was making a beeline for this place. I'd have to spend like a week straight in the dark room, but I didn't care. It looked like I'd be doing that soon anyway, at the rate I was going. How many rolls had I polished off today, four? or was it five? I had to get into town soon, and see how much Rite Aid was charging for the film I needed. Probably more than I could get it for on the Internet, but I'd have to see what the shipping charges might be...
        I was at the edge of the clearing now, standing at the first marker of piled stones. They were such a vivid red, I had to wonder if they hadn't been painted or something at one time. I smiled wistfully back at the house, silently promising I'd be back soon.

        I decided to strike out for the road I knew couldn't be far off, which meant actually circling up around the house again, going past it. While it might have made sense to start from the back of the house...I wasn't about to try to fight my way through the wild of the gardens. A little distance away from the house, the woods resumed their normal density, and the canopy of leaves far overhead kept the underbrush at bay, making walking much quicker than it had been around the villa.
        The villa. That suited it much better than "the house", "house" was such a small, commonplace word, and this place hadn't been that at all...

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Part 15

        I started backing my way out of the entryway, thinking I'd take a walk around the house, and see if there were any side or back doors, that might be less formidable to wiggle loose. The lock on this one looked as un-corroded as the door knocker and handle, and I'd never actually tried to pick a lock before. My camera bumped heavily against my side as I stumbled on a crumbling step---
        My camera! Why the hell hadn't I been taking pictures?? I'd been so wrapped up in what I was seeing that I totally forgot! Though really, it was just as well - I only had a roll and a half left, I'd have to be much more stingy about taking shots than I had been in the habit of lately. That knocker was too pretty, but the light in the entryway was incredibly dim, I'd have to try a little later, when the sunlight was at a lower angle, maybe then some would spill in. (I knew from experience that using a flash would only destroy the balance of light and shadow - I hadn't even bothered to bring it with me that day, not thinking I would need it anyway.) I slowly made my way back through the wisteria, taking a few pictures when I spotted something especially nice. I tried taking one through the tunnel, looking down through it toward the light at the end, but I wasn't sure the heavy atmosphere would show the way I wanted it to. It was too bad I couldn't photograph the scent...
        I couldn't walk as close as I wanted to the outside of the house, it was too overgrown. The gardens really had been incredibly lavish, once upon a time, and what had once been lush had turned into a jungle over the decades (or century?) since the house had been let go. The flowers on what I presumed were fruit trees were just beginning to fade, and there were splashes of color among the plants on the ground, but mostly, it was just green absolutely everywhere. I could hardly see the walls of the house in places, let alone get near it...
        I started on the side with the giant windows - which really were stained glass, I'd been right. It was hard to make out the designs on them, with the vines grown up everywhere, but it looked like they were incredibly detailed, really finely done. I tried pushing up through the plant life to see inside the windows, but no luck, there were all sorts of vines that had spread not only on the walls, but also entangled themselves in the other plants growing around the house, which made it pretty much impossible to walk through. That, and some of the vines were rose vines, which I really didn't want to tangle with.
        Past the large windows, there was a small patio off the back of the house, with an archway leading into the outdoor room. The archway was large enough that the vines hadn't completely claimed it, so I stepped through. It was freezing here, too, hidden from the sunlight. It smelled damp and... not quite musty, but definitely a bit moldy, the air felt almost clammy here. Plants pushed their way in under the roof, so it was hard to make out what had bordered this area from the outdoors besides the extent of the roof. There were some pots scattered around, and a small table with gracefully curved iron legs. Two matching chairs were pulled up to it, and I circled these for a few minutes, trying to find an interesting composition that still showed off the intricacy of the ironwork. Everything here had such detail to it, whoever had lived here had an amazingly artistic eye.
        I looked to the wall the patio shared with the house...and saw a door. This was a lighter one than the front, designed with the same detailed ironwork as the table and chairs. But again, when I tried the handle, it refused to budge. It wasn't exactly a screen door, it wasn't as formidable as the massive front door but it was still ironwork, and fairly heavy iron at that. Behind it was a solid wood door, presumably due to the cold winters here more than aesthetics (though I could still see a border of carvings running around the edges, less elaborate than those on the front door). I tried slipping my hand between the curving lines of iron, to reach the handle on the wood door, but without success. There were windows to either side of the door, but they too looked solid, the glass unbroken and the metal frames still set firmly in place.
        I exited the patio through an arch on the opposite side I'd entered it from, intending to follow a path of marble slabs set in the ground. Unfortunately, the path seemed to have wound through a garden, and thus was nearly impassable now. It must have been a rose garden, there were thorns absolutely everywhere I looked, and I sighed heavily in frustration. I'd have to wear more durable clothing on the next trip, jeans with fewer holes and maybe even a long-sleeved shirt, I'd be torn to pieces in there! Instead, I tried the third exit from the patio, which led away from the house. There seemed to have been a bit of an open space here, where now there was nothing more intimidating than field grass. A few sapling cherry trees were scattered around in the grass, and looking around, I could see their parents making almost a perfect circle around the grassy area. This spot would have been stunning just a few weeks before, with the trees all in bloom... Walking through this way, I was able to make my way around the rose garden, circling wide of the house, but at least able to see more of it now. The room with the large windows stretched much farther back than I had thought, though at the far end the large windows gave way to smaller windows, the interior seeming to become split into two floors, like the other side of the house. I couldn't get close enough to look in any of them until I had circled around almost to the very back corner of the house.
        Farther up the wall, back in the direction that I'd come, the way was blocked by a huge tree that had fallen - it hadn't touched the house, but had come perilously close to doing so. I was beginning to feel like the house really was enchanted, somehow, could anything touch it? My fingertips tingled a bit, where I had earlier touched the front door, and I grinned wryly at myself. Magic, right. I should eat the rest of my lunch, my brain must be out of nutrients to run on. At the thought of food, of course, my stomach growled insistently. I laughed, and looked around for a good spot to sit. There was a stone bench a little ways off, so I struck out toward that, though it led a little farther from the house. Fortunately, no more roses barred my way, and I actually found a few scraps of the marble pathway again. The bench was made of some warmer colored stone, almost a red-orange, and was - predictably - covered in ornate little traceries, though these looked more geometric than those I'd seen so far. It had a Greek sort of feel to it more than anything. It was clear of debris, so I sat down, and set my bag and camera beside me. I dug out the sandwich, keeping it inside its plastic bag so my now-grimy hands wouldn't touch what I was eating, and took a few more swigs from a water bottle. The sun wasn't so nearly overhead any more, it was probably mid-afternoon now. I made the mistake of thinking about the walk back, and groaned aloud. I shouldn't stay here much longer, I had a long way to go... I had a general idea of where I was in relation to the Mayhew's, and I knew I probably wasn't more than a mile or two away, but... it felt like I was in a completely different world here, it was so quiet and detached from the rest of the world. There was such a strange atmosphere here, it felt... oh, "haunted" kept coming to mind, no matter how many times I pushed it away. It did feel haunted, but in a sweet, melancholy, beautiful sort of way. Like reading a sad love story, it was a poignant, beautiful pain.
        I shook my head violently, laughing. I could really work my thoughts into weird states when I was alone too long. I stood up and stretched, spreading my arms wide and breathing deeply. The air was fresher here, a bit of a breeze slipping in among the trees, carrying hints of fragrance from...some flower or another, I had no idea. I looked around, trying to find a way to continue around the house. Once I'd done that, I'd head back to the Mayhew's, and come back another day - with more film. And maybe a paper clip or something. Caleb seemed like exactly the kind of kid who'd know how to pick locks, I'd see if he had any ideas.
        I was able to follow the marble path most of the way to the back of the house, which was much narrower than the front - it only extended back from the width of the large-windowed room, the tower and the other side only came back far enough for there to be a hall running through them and (normal-sized) rooms on either side. The house was basically a large "L", with the tower marking the corner. There was no door at the very back of the house, just windows, but coming around the corner I could see a small door at the end of the long wall closest to me. I pushed past vast amounts of fragrant leaves - an herb garden? - and reached the wood door, which looked simpler than the others, probably a servant's entrance, into the kitchen or something. But again, it was locked, so I continued picking my way along the wall, as close to the house as I could manage. The windows here were as sturdy as the rest, and if there was a door leading down into a cellar or anything, I didn't see it. (It might well have been hidden beneath all the plants, though.) The vines weren't quite as pervasive on this side, I figured because it was a bit shadier here.

Friday, November 14, 2008

note and illustration

Don't get too excited, it's a pretty poor illustration - but I wanted a sketch of the house on here, just to give you a better idea of the layout. Architecture is not exactly something I'm really knowledgeable about. I did about half a dozen sketches, and borrowed heavy inspiration from pictures here and here. I was so psyched to discover that my idea for an Italian-style villa built around the turn of the century was actually not that far-fetched, and some of these are really gorgeous. I wanted something a little smaller, though - it's not a cottage, but it is a private retreat, so while mine has a nice lovely ballroom for parties, that ballroom is basically half the whole house, it's a very small, cozy little mansion.



Obviously, I have not gotten the hang of a touchpad mouse yet, and am still pretty sketchy on Gimp. But all I wanted was to get the basic structure of the house - read the story for the details. ;) Scale in this is probably off, I'm not sure yet what the sizes of the different parts are, relative to each other. The wisteria trellis entryway is way the heck too big in that drawing. The windows are actually rounded at the top, with the little mini-arches over them that some of my references had, and the rooftops are the flat-style with the little support beams peeking from underneath them. I absolutely adore stucco walls, that was one of the things I fell most in love with when I visited Italy back in high school, I think they're so striking.

In doing the sketches, it really gave me a much better idea of the house's interior, which is good, since I'll be there soon and I was pretty vague on it.

In other news, I AM HALFWAY TO WINNING NANO!!! I'm so psyched. And terrified. I only have a vague idea of where the story's going now, I hardly have any details sorted out, I'm just going to have to keep writing and see what happens...

Part 14

        And then I saw what the path had been leading towards.

        It was a house, half-hidden behind vines and overgrown gardens. But it wasn't the quaint little cottage you would expect to find in the woods like this, it was... an Italian villa, more than anything. There was a tall central square tower, with a tunnel of trellises leading up to it, presumably to the front door. To one side, I could just make out two stories' worth of windows; to the other, there was apparently only one story, but the windows reached from the ground nearly to the roof, it must have been a huge room. There was a small overhang on that side of the house, an outdoor patio maybe. Each tall, rectangular window was rounded at the top, and a small white arch set above it. It looked like there was a balcony on the left side of the house as well, the entry to which must have been on that side of the central tower...but whatever plants had been set up there had grown as wild as anything else, and now it looked like a small forest grew on the roof of the large room. The walls were a dusky orange, stucco I supposed, though I could only catch glimpses of it through the Virginia Creeper and other vines that clung to the walls. It had obviously been abandoned for ages... I looked around anyway, but saw no "no trespassing" signs, saw no signs of human habitation at all, no tire tracks, no road anywhere... I realized that it didn't even look like there was a driveway leading to the house, though I knew any paths would probably have been overgrown by now. (Except for the strange path I had found, it seemed.) I thought for a minute, and I was pretty sure no roads came anywhere near here - the house must have been abandoned a really long time ago, before the current roads had been made permanent. But, there must have been a road once, the house couldn't have been completely isolated...
        Speculation could be done later - I was dying to have a better look at the house. Cautiously, I moved closer to it, still expecting to be yelled at any moment by some crotchety old guy telling me to get the hell off his property. But no-one yelled, no dog barked, no sign appeared. I walked as quietly as I could, but heard no more sound here than I had heard anywhere else in the woods, just bird calls and the stream in the distance, an occasional breeze rustling among leaves. How on earth had a house this large, this beautiful, been left to decay by itself like this? Drawing closer, I realized that there was stone beneath the layers of leaves I was walking on. I kicked some out of the way, and saw what looked an awful lot like marble tiles on the ground, leading toward the house. I could see glints of color in the large windows on the left side - it wasn't stained glass, was it?? Though it was hard to tell through all the plant growth, it didn't look like any of the windows had been broken, or like there was any graffiti on the smooth outer walls. I hadn't seen any beer bottles or pop cans yet either, which was also strange. I couldn't possibly have been the only one to find this place...
        The clearing around the house really wasn't very large, trees leaned pretty close to the walls. Many of them were fruit trees, which might have been planted as small ornamental trees originally, and had encroached on the house over the years of neglect. There were a few giant flowering bushes which I decided had probably done the same. Vines covered everything. As I got closer, I realized it wasn't all Virginia Creeper. Most of what was on the house walls was, it was pretty tenacious stuff I knew, but the trellis leading to the front door was something else, with pale purple flowers beginning to flood over it... wisteria? It had to be; I remembered one of my neighbors as a kid warning my mom never to plant it, because it would grow too big and basically destroy whatever it grew on, it had pulled down a gazebo or something of this lady's, it got to be so heavy. It looked like that was exactly what had happened here - I could see a few fragments of trellis still standing along the tunnel to the house, but it looked like it had been pretty much destroyed. The vines had grown to the size of small tree trunks, and were pretty much their own support system, though I could see faint traces of something under it... I reached the entrance to the tunnel, and was nearly overpowered by the strength of the flowers' fragrance. It was beautiful, but so strong I could hardly believe it. There was definitely something under the vines at the entrance, supporting them, pillars of some kind... I tugged aside some of the vines, and was astonished to see more marble. It was pitted and rough, the weather and the plants having done considerable damage over the years. I thought I could make out dark lines running from the tops of these columns to another pair against the house, metal-work of some kind, helping to hold up the heavy vines.
        It was eerily dark under the wisteria, as I made my way carefully through the tunnel. It felt cold in the shade, and goosebumps grew on my bare arms and the back of my neck, though I knew it was as much from the unsettlingly silent atmosphere of the place as from the cool air. Even the bird calls were muffled by the heavy vines, and I felt almost as though I were losing all connection with the outside world, like if I kept going, I would be in another place entirely, untouched by anything else in the world... I shut out the small voice of logic in my head that told me I was being ridiculous - I wanted to enjoy the mystery of the place for all it was worth, I was fascinated by the beauty I could see, hidden beneath the ravages of time. Who would have built a place so elaborate as this? Someone rich, obviously, but the family must have fallen onto hard times, to give up a place like this...but then if they had, wouldn't they have sold it? Granted, it was pretty secluded, but who wouldn't want a place like this? I was sure it had to be beautiful inside, I hoped like anything I could find a way in.
        The original trellises ended at the wall of the house, where an archway opened into a small space before the front door. The wisteria, once it had no longer been kept pruned, had continued on to the walls, working its way up the terra cotta stucco, gripping at window frames and the arches that topped each window. I stood for a few minutes in the little cove in front of the door. It was downright cold here, I wondered how long it had been since the sun reached in here. There were fewer vines, though small plants clung to the cracks that had developed in the brickwork that made up the floor of the patio I stood in, and dark lines crackled across the walls where the stucco had weakened. There were sconces set on either side of the door, beautifully shaped glass bells, which were filled with some dark debris. The door itself had large marble half-pillars on either side, set into the wall. The door was of some incredibly dark wood, such a dark brown it looked black, and I wondered if it was ebony. An elaborate knocker was hung at about eye level, and I was startled by the brilliance of its shine - it was the first thing I'd seen that didn't seem to have been touched by age. It couldn't be gold...though it looked it, it was so bright in color. Hardly any stain showed on the elaborate floral swirls of it, and I almost took this as a sign that the house wasn't abandoned after all. But no, there were piles of leaves blown up against the door, and when I kicked them away, I found the bottom layers in various stages of decay, so they had been there for over a year. Of course, there could be another door...
        So I knocked. I felt incredibly ridiculous, and my heart pounded so hard I was sure it was audible. The metal thudded low and solemn against the heavy wood - that, too, it seemed had barely been touched by age. Now that I had looked at it for awhile, I noticed that the wood, too, had elaborate swirls on it. Leaning closer, I saw that the delicate lines ran all the way around the border of the door, intricate vines and flowers twining gracefully. I listened intently, but heard no approaching footsteps. There was no doorbell, but I wasn't surprised by that. There hadn't seemed to be a garage, either, and I didn't exactly see any power lines running to the house. It must not have been used for...when did electricity first start being run into houses, that wasn't until early in the 1900s, and I wasn't sure quite when it started being commonplace. I knocked again, harder this time, but there was still only silence in response to the boom of metal against heavy wood. My heart still hadn't quieted down, and my hand actually shook as I grasped the door handle. It, too, shone golden in the weak light that filtered through the vines, and the metal felt smooth and cold to my touch. I lifted the handle gingerly, surprised that its workings still slid so smoothly... but then it stopped. The handle wouldn't go any more than a quarter of the way up, and with a sinking feeling I realized it was locked. I jiggled and shook the handle a bit, but no luck. Definitely locked. I looked to either side...and I knew I wouldn't be able to bring myself to break any of the gorgeous windows, I couldn't destroy what had remained so long intact. I'd have to find another way in.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

note

I did not skip out on my wordcount yesterday, as the NaNo calender would have you believe. I just wrote it all after midnight, Tom and I were watching a movie. ^^;; But I didn't let myself go to sleep until I had written my quota, so it's all good. I think I'm actually a full day's ahead on writing, without having even tried to get there, but I'm refusing to let myself fall back on that cushion. I'm sure something awful will come up to keep me away from writing for a whole day, and I will need the life preserver.

Anyway, hopefully I am done stalling and my chicky will find the house tomorrow. I really thought I was going to get there today, buuuut, my subconscious author decided to stall. Again. I did some sketching today though, and stared at some resource pictures, which is good. Unfortunately I am not very good at designing architecture... but I know what general features I want, which is all I'll really need for the purposes of the novel, I think.

So I was up until 2am writing last night, and couldn't fall asleep due to the two cans of pop I'd had until like 3. I was lazy and didn't get out of bed until almost noon. It is now 9:30, I've been nursing a travel mug of strong coffee for a couple hours, and am ready to conk out. Wth.

Part 13

        I followed the creek bed for maybe an hour or so, out of necessity as much as desire, since the banks alongside it looked more and more forbidding as I went on. I knew it would flatten out once I got down to the lake front, but the more the thought lingered in my mind, the less I wanted to make that trip that afternoon. I'd used up more than half of the film I had with me already. (I had left the digital camera back at the house, I was using it less and less lately - I was in the mindset now for photos with effort put into them, I wanted the control the SLR provided, I wasn't after the immediate gratification of the digital camera. One of these days I should really get a digital SLR.) I hated walking the same path twice when I was out taking pictures, so I was determined to not have to back-track along the creek and climb up the bank at the same place I'd scrambled down it. I started watching the bank, looking for a place to get up out of the creek bed, determined to take the next way out that I saw. I was still trying to decide which side of the creek I wanted to go up to (did I want to head back yet, or do a little more exploring?), when I saw what looked like an actual path leading up from the creek back into the woods. It was on the opposite side from the Mayhew's, so that settled that question for me - I couldn't resist that easy of a climb, I'd been worrying about how to manage my camera without risking damage to it in climbing and possibly slipping. I was pretty sure a road crossed the creek not too far off in either direction, there were one or two bridges between where the Mayhew's place was and the lake, and I knew there was another road just above the Mayhew's that crossed the creek. As long as I kept somewhat parallel to the creek, I'd hit a bridge eventually, and could find my way back easily from there.
        I decided to head back away from the lake, I'd save the lake for a separate trip. There would be plenty to spot from here back to the road, and then the house. I found a shallow portion of the creek, and stepped carefully from dry rock to mostly-dry rock across the water, soon reaching the broader sheets of dry rock at the edge of the water. I backtracked a little way, and found the path I'd seen.
        It really was a path. I shouldn't really have been surprised to find one, I wasn't going to be the only person who ever wanted to walk along a stream, but what did surprise me was the path itself. Small shrubs and tall grasses obscured it a bit, the new year's growth obviously having not been disturbed much this early in the season, but the path was still clearly marked - there was a slab of perfectly rectangular stone set at the base of it, just above where I thought the spring waterline would be, and there were small, half-buried stones set in a distinct dotted line along the sides, leading up the slope. I hadn't seen the smaller stones at first, due to the underbrush and some being covered in soil and debris, but now that I had seen a few, I could see many more, apparently lining the path all the way up. I worried that I might be stumbling into someone's back yard...but I hadn't seen any "no trespassing" signs, so whoever's path this was, they must not mind visitors. Still, I kept my eyes open for any of the threatening notices posted to trees, maybe I'd just missed some while in the creek.

        I crouched down low to the damp ground, angling the camera to try to get both the base stone and some of the smaller ones into a shot, but it was difficult with the angle of the hill and the amount of brush. I made my way up the slope, looking all the time for warning signs of other people having been there recently, but for all its clarity, it didn't look like the path had been used in ages. I was constantly ducking under branches and stepping over grasping plants - some of which were large enough to make me think they hadn't been cut back in years. A few times I thought I'd have to find another path, the tangle of vines and wild rose branches were so dense from about waist-height upwards. I couldn't figure it out, though, how could it be this overgrown, and yet there be nothing at all growing out of the ground that made up the path? Unless it was really little kids, or maybe animals, that walked this route...but no, they wouldn't have the weight to trample things out this thoroughly, and either one of those would use the path intermittently, I couldn't think of any reason for it to be traveled on such a constant basis to keep all plant life down. I supposed there must be some sort of weed-killer ground into the soil or something, or maybe a sewer line or something ran under it? That would explain why it would need to be marked out...but if it were in use, it would be way beyond illegal to have it run down to the creek, and if it were old, the damage wouldn't run in this straight of a line, it would surely have leaked out to either side in places. I had no idea.
        When I reached the top, I thought I'd lost the path - the lines of small stones I'd been following disappeared from sight a few feet ahead. I couldn't blame the undergrowth here, now that I was back up among the larger trees, the ground was clearer, all of the small stuff not able to get enough light or nutrients under the shade of the big trees. I turned back and tried a few shots of the stone-lined path down the hill, which worked a little better than the ones I'd tried taking in the other direction. Straightening up, I looked out into the woods, scanning my eyes slowly around. Maybe it was just a trail down to the water, to mark out the one good place to make it down the slope... but there were no houses in sight from where I now stood, no sign of civilization at all.
        Or maybe---
        I walked quickly over to a small pile of rocks not far off, and then grinned broadly. It was a neatly stacked column of several stones, obviously man-made, and apparently having been there for a very long time. I wondered vaguely who it was that had used the same type of marker as the boys, only long ago... but they must have learned it from someone, it seemed to be a pretty effective way of marking things, if the stones could be made to stay in place that well for probably decades, if not more. Standing at the small rock pillar, I looked around again, this time knowing what to look for. Sure enough, maybe twenty feet away, there was another neat stack of stones. I realized then that the stones had been carefully chosen - each pile was of the same type of stone. The first one had been all light-colored, the second pile all had a reddish tinge to them. I saw a third one ahead, which was mostly yellow. I'd never really thought of rocks having such different colors, I mean I knew they did, but my mental picture of rocks was always gray. These were so vivid...I wished I had color film with me, I'd have to come back another day.
        The path was no longer as clear. As far as I could tell, there was still nothing growing on it, but the debris of dozens of autumns covered it as thickly as everything else in the woods. It seemed to be going generally in the direction I wanted, though it strayed a little farther from the creek than I'd planned to go, but I stayed on it out of curiosity. Anyway, it would be easy enough to retrace my steps if I needed to, and it was still pretty early in the afternoon. Gradually, I noticed that the plants growing nearby seemed to have been actually planted, rather than growing up on their own. It was hard to be sure, since everything had grown partially wild over the years, but they seemed to run mostly parallel to the path, providing an intermittent border. Many of them were in bloom, though I didn't know the name of much beyond some wild roses and daylilies. The trees seemed to be a little more spacious here, with larger patches of sunlight filtering down through the leaves overhead, though it may have only been the time of day. I was taking fewer pictures now, I was running low on film, and was too curious about where this path might be leading. I could walk more quickly here, since the path was almost perfectly level under the blanket of old leaves.
        The ground gradually changed, sloping downward again instead of slightly up as it had been since I'd climbed up from the creek bed. My sense of direction was a little foggy now, having been focusing on the path instead of the rough map I kept in my head of the area. But I could hear the water not far away, I must have curved around closer to the creek again? The flowers alongside the path looked larger than they had before, the low wall they made between the rock piles was more intact than it had been before. A large magnolia tree leaned over the path, the last few flowers of the season clinging to its branches. I realized that the large trees had definitely thinned out, the sunlight was barely interrupted by overhanging leaves, and it felt hot on my shoulders. My heart beat picked up, I knew I had to be getting close to wherever it was the path was leading. I wanted to hurry, but forced myself to slow down, looking more carefully now for signs of habitation, for something that would tell me I was wandering into somebody's yard uninvited. It was so hard to tell, there seemed to be more cultivated plants, more decorative trees, but they didn't look like they had been tended for ages, everything was overgrown and spilling over the path and ragged around the edges...
 

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